Showing posts with label covid19 story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label covid19 story. Show all posts

Monday, January 31, 2022

Chilling Words

 

January 5, 2022

Even though the sun was shining that morning the bitter North wind slapped me with a cold chill.  I knew what I would say or do when the orthopedic doctor said, “Yes, we need to replace that left knee.”

“I’m ready. Let’s get it on the appointment books now.” I imagined saying.

My last cortisone shot had not lasted three months before the pain and swelling returned. My plan was to get ahead of the spring and be well by May, so I could enjoy a carefree summer and a trusty left leg that would support my golf swing.

The doctor studied the x-rays, talked at length about my prior injuries and then said, “I think you might have better luck if we treated your knee for arthritis by prescribing Celebrex.”

I sat in silence.

The doctor leaned back in his chair and waited. His head cocked he smiled, “Did you want the surgery?”

“No, No,” I nearly screamed. It came out so suddenly. “No, I simply had a plan to get ahead while I could, so I would be healthy come spring.”

My mask could not contain my smile. “So, I don’t need surgery?”

“If you are ok with treating the arthritis, then let’s use meds and save the surgery for the day you really must have it.”

Skipping out of the clinic, swinging my mask in the air like a winning rodeo rider, I didn’t notice the cold wind as I stepped in my car. Inside, bun warmers on, life was good.

The blaring phone shook the car.

“Letty, this is Joan from Dr. Shaw’s office. Your test result for Covid 19 is positive. He has prescribed meds that will be available for you this afternoon, and you will be eligible for the infusion if your symptoms worsen.”

So much for planning.

It was so innocent, our four-year old grandson sneezed while we played with the blocks. No vaccine can stand up to the snotty nose love of a grandchild.



Thank heavens for vaccines and booster shots. I cannot imagine how sick I may have become had I not taken these precautions.

With Jack's asthma and my lungs that are susceptible to pneumonia, I had secretly worried about how badly we might be affected by Covid 19 and its variants.  I was right to worry. 

Neither of us struggled much in the first few days. By the weekend I could tell I was wearing down. On Monday the hospital called to say that the infusion was available for me. 

I began coughing as I talked. He said, "We have an opening Tuesday at 10:00. You sound like you highly qualify and you are over 65. I recommend you come in." I agreed with no argument.  

I slept through the infusion. Jack picked me up and took me home. We treated ourselves to fresh cookies from Dara Maria's and hot tea. I slept through the afternoon and into the evening.  Wednesday I repeated the sleeping pattern. By Thursday I began to feel better. 

With both of us fighting the virus, it was the napping and lethargic nature of the beast that was difficult to live with. We also craved flavor. Our taste buds felt like they had been scratched off our tongues. We could smell, barely. We could taste, barely.

Nearly a month later, we are both doing very well. Best of all the meds I took to fight the virus also fought my inflammation from arthritis. Glory Bee! My left knee and knuckles are not swollen. As my mother would have said, "There is a silver lining to every cloud." 


 


Friday, April 3, 2020

All in This Together


 'At Loss for words' sums up my emotions and understanding of our new society--standing six feet apart, afraid to make eye contact with one another, dis ease in our community, our nation, our world.


There is a children's book called The Judge: an Untrue Tale by Harve Zemach with pictures by Margot Zemach. I cannot seem to get the chant out of my mind. It goes like this:
The Judge an Untrue Tale 





     A horrible thing is coming this way,
    Creeping closer day by day.
          It's eyes are scary
          It's tail is hairy
          It's paws have claws
          It snaps its jaws
     I tell you, Judge, we all better pray!






Contrast in life, like in art, commands attention by the sheer force of its differences--March 1, 2020 compared to April 1, 2020. 
Manon and Letty on the Palmer Course PGA West

Playing golf in sunny, to be truthful rainy and cool, southern California the week the pandemic broke I felt isolated from the world of a future without enough toilet tissue and sanitizer wipes to go around. On March 17 the day of our departure to home, we stopped in downtown Palm Springs for breakfast. The shock on our faces and fear in my gut told the entire story. Palm Springs, unbeknownst to us, had closed it's restaurants to the public. At last we found an empty diner with sparkling clean red vinyl seats that left us feeling like we had just been transported back to the 1950's. We were quiet as we ate, each of us sorting our thoughts.

Sonny Bono, Mayor



Outside I found a statue of Sonny Bono, former Mayor of Palm Springs, with a smile on his face and open arms to greet the visitors, but there was no bustle around him. No one sitting on his lap. No one beside him.  No one honking and singing. 











A blue face mask covered my nose and mouth that day as I boarded the airplane. For the first time, I felt frightened of something and that children's rhyme began to sing in my head. 

     A horrible thing is coming this way,
    Creeping closer day by day.
          It's eyes are scary
          It's tail is hairy
          It's paws have claws
          It snaps its jaws
         It growls, it groans
         It chews up stones
     I tell you, Judge, we all better pray!

No green beer or wine was served on the plane. One family dressed their three children in Leprechaun Green making all around them smile.  Home and a day later, Wednesday, March 18 at midnight, Norman, Oklahoma shut its doors to the public. Not a fiber in my body understood.
    

Two weeks of self-quarantine found me walking 10,000 + steps nearly every day. Passing people playing outside with their children, in homes where I had never seen movement. Tricycles and bikes left outside.
A child's version of Olaf. 

Chalk art on the sidewalks and teddy bears in the windows. All seen from a distance, and the joy and love from those passing moments heals my worried soul. 

After two weeks,  I ventured out with sanitizers in hand to pick up an order of humor from International Pantry.  


Sunny days allowed Jack and me to spread our life into yard work away from the television.  Using my 20 Minute Gardening technique I feel like I have conquered the battle of the Henbit weed. Two front flower gardens are weed free, fertilized, covered with mulch and ready for Easter. Two more spacious gardens in front will reap the benefits of our weeding over the next few weeks.  Small tasks at a time.  

Coming into our home through the garage I am greeted by a monthly calendar--Scotland: The Art of Deborah Phillips. Her artwork charms me each time I pass it. The textures, colors, roof tops, and rain are true to my memory of Scotland. Each picture takes me where I have been before and for a moment in time I am transported back to a country of my ancestors. 
Scotland calendar

March's artwork captured my attention on varying levels. The distress of seasons feels personal now, as I experience spring in Oklahoma at home without company, without family, without gatherings; summer one day winter the next. There is such beauty to be found in these times and like The Judge the dark is there. 
  
     A horrible thing is coming this way,
    Creeping closer day by day.
          It's eyes are scary
          It's tail is hairy
          It's paws have claws
          It snaps its jaws
         It growls, it groans
         It chews up stones
         It spreads its wings
         It belches flame
         It has no name
     I tell you, Judge, we all better pray!

No name, no words. no prayers.  How could prayer have left me in a time like this? I hear my mother's words "This too Shall pass."  This morning on The Today Show these few true and sincere words from an Episcopal minister touched my heart.  

"A Prayer for the World"

God help us 
Love us
Walk with us.
Help us Love each other. 
And we will find our way. 
Amen. 

Yes, the beast with no name arrived, clawing his way into our lives. We named him Covid 19, now perhaps the warriors, our medical teams, will force him to retreat. 

We are ALL IN THIS TOGETHER, and a simple prayer has helped me to move forward in my heart and head.  May this prayer help each of you.